contemplating

I've been quite reflective lately, really pondering the true point of this life.
As I am driving, walking, or working out my mind is in a constant stirring of thoughts.
I think as I become more closer to the heart of God I begin to see how meaningless stuff really is.
My heart is beginning to beat for different things in this world.
My perspective is daily being shifted into an eternal one.
I have become overwhelmed in the face of this new perspective, it as if my heart can't handle what I am truly seeing.
Instead of focusing on getting, wanting, working, me, me, me
I am seeing a shift within me to others, eternal life, joy, and thankfulness.
Because of this I have found my heart heavy and overwhelmed with deep emotion.
I am calling upon the Lord daily for grace, wisdom, strength, endurance, and his mighty help.
Just sitting in the presence of the Lord I look upon the world and seeing something changing rapidly....
I want to be just like Jesus more than anything else in this world
I want to be ready